tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-244500272011-04-21T17:02:11.190-07:00Waiting2Expirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05078670832842065898noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24450027.post-1142930575107891872006-03-21T00:28:00.000-08:002006-03-21T00:42:55.116-08:00I just deleted my previous post. It was incredibly cruel, and the woman it was directed at does deserve it. But, I did care for her, so I still can't purposely hurt her...that much!<br /><br />I've been speaking to this woman for months? She recently lied to me, and technically has been lying to me all along. I really had a lot of feelings for this woman, we even told each other "I love you". It was quite intense at times. She's far away, but we spoke daily, texted one another, even dabbled in some erotic cam sessions.<br /><br />We both fantasized about meeting. How it would turn out, how exciting it would be. I was getting so very attached, and she had claimed to feel the same.<br /><br />Here is the thing that makes me an asshole, and is one of the reasons she's a liar. She's married! I knew this from the beginning, but still chose to speak with her, to cam with her, to tell her that I love her. Now, I should of never trusted a married woman that would do these sort of things with another man, it's just common sense. But, she was very convincing and I'm a sucker.<br /><br />So as I said, I spoke to her for months. I assumed a loyalty to one another, as rediculous as that sounds. A married woman showing loyalty to another man, I can just see whoever is reading this lol. But I thought it made sense at the time, she would show an "online" loyalty to me and I to her. After all, that is our entire relationship, online. She could have her real life marriage and her online relationship with me, makes perfect sense, lol.<br /><br />Then I come to find out she's been speaking with other men the entire time she's been telling me that she loves me. Speaking to other men online, to clarify. I don't know about what she does offline. This broke my heart, this woman I love speaking to other men online. And she denies it, but I have proof. So she lied to me about not speaking to other men, she lied to me by speaking to other men and she's been lying to her husband from the very start.<br /><br />To sum this all up, I'm a fool and an asshole for what I did. Her husband is in the dark and is the one to be pittied here. She is the devil herself.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/24450027-114293057510789187?l=waiting2expire.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Waiting2Expirehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05078670832842065898noreply@blogger.com0